I feel as if I have no meaning
everything people say or the things I read say that life is about living, taking risks and chances and being in the here and now; so why do you spend 13 years in school? They teach us life lessons but, they dont let us live them, or figure them out for ourselves.
Everything they say is bullshit. “You can do and be whatever you want.”
No you fucking cant, it doesnt work like that. You spend on average 17-21 years in school, then you find a job (if your lucky) and for about 5 years your happy, you find the so called ‘love of your life’ but then just like all the others that love begin to fade but, you hold on for no reason. So now you in a job you hate, you marriage is a lie and money, well fuck money cuz your living paycheck to paycheck.
No ones ever happy anymore. Society sucks, the people suck. If you do fid happiness youre one lucky son of a bitch.
But after thinknig all this I have made it my mission; I WILL BE HAPPY.
I will do what I love, and love the people around me. Im not such a good person today but, I can change that. The person I am today, the person I’ll be tomorrow, and the person I hope to become, are all different people.
Some how and some way, My life will inspire others. Just you wait.
